It's known which my favarite song is: Vermillion ( by Slipknot, and it doesn't really matter which Part it is, in this case Pt2), and today on the way 'home' I was thinking over and over myself, my actions, words, acts and feelings. Usually such moments end up in one and the same way - shed tears and that song.
Today that very same song echoed in my head a bit differently than usual:
"All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.
I'd do anything to have him to myself,
Just to have him for myself.
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When he makes me sad.
He is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
Th